|I just like this picture and it's kinda relevant to what I'm going to write about. Rihanna is one thing I'm fickle about. I like her at the moment.|
So, here is a list of things that I have done that I have once said I would NEVER do.
- Letting a guy blow a load in my mouth- Refer back to this post to read why I was so adamant about not doing this for several years and what changed my mind: http://queenoftmi.blogspot.com/2012/01/always-spit.html .....though I will never do cum-swapping or feign like I like sloshing it around in my mouth like those bitches do at the end of a porno. I don't fake shit. The crazy thing is that now, I actually feel BAD if I don't let a guy finish in my mouth...sometimes I'll even offer it as an alternative to a cream pie. My how the tide has changed!!! Boyfriend #2 would be reeling in shock if he knew I changed my mind on this. Aw...sowee Matt. FYI: Matt takes a lot of credit for my BJ skills. So thank him if you have been lucky enough to get one from me.
- Getting a facial- If you read that post above, you will see that I am grossed out by any male bodily fluids so it's no surprise that I was so anti-facials. Also, for the longest time, I wrote this act off as being very demeaning towards women. I thought WHY on earth would a respectable guy want to do something so gross like ejaculating on a girl's face? It's slimy, it's a hazard for your eyes, and it's just SO GROSS. Obviously it meant that a guy doesn't respect you if he wants to facialize you. But then I thought, maybe they just like it and it turns them on. It's just their 'thing,' like pizza is my 'thing.' I am obsessed with pizza. Then I tried it..facials, not pizza...actually, the first time wasn't a 'try' as much as it was the guy not informing me he was going to facialize me and it just happened...sneaky bastard. I thought it wasn't that bad. Next thing you know, I'm asking a guy to do it. My actual feelings towards it can be summed up by what Carrie said about blowjobs, "it's not my favorite thing on the menu but I'll order it from time to time. And with the right guy, it could be nice..." Just like the quote says, I won't let any old random joe do it. The 'right guy' for a facial situation is one that is dominant and rough because it's part of a dominant/submissive thing, in my eyes. I mean, I wouldn't say "cum on my face" to one of my nice guys cuz they'll probably think it's weird.
- Rough-housing- On the note of dominant/submissive, I now don't mind when a guy is very rough to the point of it being kinda abusive. Again, this goes against my feminist-ish ways but the fact that I like this makes sense, psychologically. It's like those guys in powerful positions that like to be humiliated. This includes things like: hard slapping (even to the face), calling me bitch (though it should paired with a nice adjective like 'sexy' bitch or 'hot' bitch), hair-pulling, biting, choking etc. As long as none of it is taken to the extreme, I'm okay with it and like it even. But again, with the right guy. It's difficult for me to imagine this kinda boinking with some of the 'nicer' guys I've been with. Oh! One thing I know though is that I will NEVER be okay with that facial abuse shit you see in porn. I can't stand watching that...these girls have snot and boogers shooting out of their nose. That's effing disgusting. A little pain and discomfort is good. A lot of discomfort is a HELL NO.
- Anal- Whenever a guy asks me whether I've done anal, I'm like "does a bear shit in the woods?" Hello! Of course I have...do I not seem like the type that would at least try it? Try it I have but only twice and it was a very bad first impression. The dude I did it with had absolutely no idea what he was doing and didn't take the precautionary measures leading up to it. Anal takes lots of preparation (H, hehe) both mental and physical. He did none of that shit (hehe). I am still a little iffy about it but am not ruling it out altogether. Anyways, I am more talking about inserting other things than a penis into that chute such as anal beads or a nicely lubed finger. I still have lotsa experimenting to do in this area because I have yet to figure out why so many people are so into it. I need to uncover the mystery to this magic!!!
That said, here is another list of things that I previously ruled out but am considering doing with the right person but have not yet had the opportunity to do so:
- FFM 3some- This is something very recent I put back on the table because I had a sudden realization that an FFM 3some can include a lesbian! Hello! That bypasses the rule I had made based on my belief that no guy deserves to have two girls. I'm a genius....not just a hat rack my friend *points to head*
- Role-playing- Thought it was totally cheesy...still kinda do. But I want to try it, specifically these roles: babysitter/dad, high school teacher/HS student, boss/underling, cop/arrested (sigh). Hehehe.
- BDSM-Yes, including the tools.
|In particular, the tools shown in this picture: leather, chains, choker, handcuffs, and blindfold.|
I wish I were this open-minded with people in real-life.
Since you guys are probably already thinking I'm a harlot and to contribute to the shock factor of this entry, here is a pic I took because I love hotels with mirrors in front of the beds.
Sigh... I know it seems like I'm purposefully being shocking...but how else do you talk about this topic without it being a bit shocking? I'm kinda hesitant about posting it. Meh... it took me too long to write this so here it goes! *braces self for backlash*